It's a matter of heart or what?


It's really matter of sitting ur car or ur heart? since i ard explain it this morning i didn't plan to explain again. It doesn't mean that u are not important. I know maybe u just can't feel me. I am happy u stick around with me in college everyday coz i am happy to see u. When monday is coming i always full with joy because i can see u after two days of holidays. U asked me why i like u? What answer u expect me to give u? Yes, nobody is perfect. U have done what u could done for me always. For me u are really awesome.

wo hen zai yi ni shuo de mei yi zhu, ni bu dong.

 HURT.....................


Why? I dunno.... It doesn't show that u did not appreciate me but somehow it feel hurt deeply inside....
I am who i am.. I just wan u to know this...... 
Hou sad.....:(
suddenly feel like listening to this song.......(if u would know what song is this)


Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step close

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more..........................

FRIENDSHIP

Friends are meant to share things together..whether is good or bad... Isnt it? When there is misunderstanding people don't stand up to make it clear that's why it become worse when all add together... Things are getting complicated.. Why can't things just easy in life? Maybe God just wanna test how strong our friendship are... I really appreciate them.. i hope the misunderstood between u guys can get over soon... Maybe people just dont appreciate us but if we already did our best there is no need to upset anymore for him/her.... Life is all about fun.. There is still lots of challenge that need us to overcome in future....(grammar mistake a lots ><)
People are talking bad behinds not because they are too bad but is bcoz they were jealous.. So dont give up friendship easily!!! GAMBATEH everyone!!! LOL...(macam syok sendiri)

2nd day of March...
 I said i try... I will try to accept every single things of u although i dont like it...
It doesnt matter because u accept  no matter bed or good side of me... thank q... i really really will try i promise... i love u....,<3
listening song i'm still loving u..

When I close my eyes I think of you
And the times we've had been through
Even though were far apart right now

I remember back when you were here with me
How you've make my world complete
But now I'm left alone

We talked about love and hope
Wishing we could start a life our own
I wish that I could live without you

Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you'll love me from the start 
All those painful things you've put me through
But I'm still loving you
I've tried to give my best to you
I don't deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies

Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you'll love me from the start
All those painful things you've put me through
But I'm still loving you
I've tried to give my best to you
I don't deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I knew the truth
behind the lies............................................................................................