A day..

Morning breakfast was bad.. Didn't really have it.. Feel very hungry at 11.. N have a chat with jimui tears drop again but i was very calm.. I know it i wasnt just because of angry.. They tot i was angry they persuade me not to take action without think about it.. But i ard calm myself.. I knew we wouldnt able to take it longer not once or twice problems did exist no matter now or future.. It will continue.. We might be able to go now but future.. I am sure we hardly.. I dont wan to regret in future so do u.. I dont mind getting hurt now.. What i worry is u? Beside me who do u have? Pray for u to have a real friend that beside u no matter what.. My wishes.. Hoping u to be fine now future.. U deserve somebody good to u.. It might not be me I am sure there is somebody waiting for u..:)

Lunch biscuit was the early intention but luckily the lady call me n I went and have lunch with her n sis.. The way going kl sentral took long time.. The monorail stop almost few min in a station.. I was rushing to take Ktm.. Was very frust at the time! Btw, I did forgot how was the way to Ktm.. Haha.. Luckily there is still good people in country.. I asked the guy the way to there n he was rly kind n tell me n keep look whether I follow his way n he ask me whether go lrt or bus he again told me the way.. He was rly kind.. Thanks a lot to the guy.. Lastly I did reach Ktm at time n reach Midvalley on time... Had a great lunch at Yuzu Japanese Restaurant at The Garden Mall.. It was rly nice.. I started to love Saba shioyaki in this place since the taste was awesome.. But the price was really expensive.. I had their dessert too name sweet memory.. It was nice as well... After that we went to jelly bunny.. Their shoes was nice.. Like it.. Bought one for myself.. N finally we have tea break at delifrances... Not bad as well..
Today was not consider a happy day for me although most of the things was great.. But at least I feel calm.. Just that not used to it days without u... I believe I will get used to it soon as I wasn't feel lonely being alone.. Day1..

Feelings

Am I the only one that should care for your feeling? U shouldn't ? Am I the one who have to take move Everytime? I didn't listen to u once or twice u whole days don't wanna talk to me treat me like a stranger? I am what? Why u wanna do all this to me? Sorry lo if i doing anything wrong.. But U have feelings.. I don't have meh? Why I shud be treat like this? What wrongs I have did to receive such treat from u? Why? Am I going find others ppl? Are u rly treat me as ur gf? When I treat u good everything to u den u smile to me? I didn't listen only u do this to me? If more serious what u would do to me? Ignore me at all? I can't even imagine.. U wouldn't know at that moment I just feel like crying.. Why Everytime u have to treat me in such way ? Would u feel really happy torturing me this way? Den u are success.. When writing this my tears down even more.. U are success making me heart broken.. I am really disappointed .. Every outings u will do this to me.. I rather we are friends.. At least u won't treat me this way.. Hate u but I hate myself even more.. Mayb I doesn't rly important.. Not more than ur friend... Why u must be this unfair.. I treat u how u treat me how.. Fair? U think so? Can u be gentlemen a bit and don't small gas.. I am really disappointed.. Truly.. Am I worth for u? Or do u really worth for me? I don't know... Mayb we should consider again..

His 21st Celebration!

The day started when I take train to the place and met up his friends.. Which all of us not rly know the location of the new Nadeje.. But luckily all of us found it and make the surprise success! At first we reach Nadeje around 1 and they start talk I was feel myself weird but they try to talk to me n I also try to talk to them.. After a while it was okay.. Haha.. Waited rhem for an hour.. Finally he is arriving.. I hide in the Nadeje n wait for him for at least 15min haha. My gosh.. It was rly nervous to the max and hoping he wasnt saw me and lastly he did now saw me.. Once I saw him I walk out nervously showing the card.. I couldn't saw his shock face but I can imagine It and I am success giving him the surprise! Haha.. He smile n keep smile and I know this smile shows he truly happy for it.. He didn't aspect me appearing at all neither does his friends.. His friend was rly corporate with me and nice.. It was funny at the moment we saw their car.. Omgosh.. All of us scared like crazy! Hahaa.. Gosh.. I hide downward so fast! Good experience! Haha.. After that we blow candle and the candle was blow by wind hahahah.. Funny.. And sing a soft bday song ! Haha.. my voice so loud hahaha.. N den we took pic. The pic was rly nice.. I like it so much but forgot te group pic.. Too bad..:(( Wasted.. But I believe there is more to come.. After that we went to wongkok for the giant milk tea.. And lunch since Nadeje have no food to eat.. LOL.. Bad.. But is many donuts.. Actually not rly recommended to go this Nadeje.. We went Wong kok have chit chat n lunch.. It was fun chatting with his friend although the jokes very cold.. Enjoy chat with of his primary friend hahaa.. We both look talkative until they looking at us.. It turns out good for the whole celebration! Like it and thanks a lot to his friend for making it success.. Appreciate their effort for making it successful... We went back early as some of them bz hahaha.. Lastly there are some photo of the celebration.. HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MY MR NOOB! 😉

Birthday lololololol

Birthday coming soon hope to get the hello kitty cake coz is so adorable!!! Ofcoz it doesn't taste nice and well I don't like food that doesn't taste nice so forget about it.. Hahahaa.. Feel myself very weird sometims.. Daddy say gonna held a Party for me but I dunno want or not.. I hope to have many celebration as I love celebration.. I always plan for others.. But I don't think my friends will do so for me.. They don't even able to choose a suitable present for me.. I don't know izzit they don't understand me or just that they no heart.. Celebration? I don't think they rmb or do.. Lol.. Never think they have the heart.. So many years.. I fed up ard..
I have no best friends in my life.. They just come and gone so fast.. Luckily I have the special one. He never forget do something special for me.. Is so gooooddddd to have him in my life.. Thanks you my one and only one... Well, lastly I hope to have my wardrobe full of Zara and A/X shirt dress!!! Hahaha.. And as well as a iPad mini for me.. Ermmm.. Summore Swarovski crystal is so nice.. I saw the name made special necklace and bracelet order online so nice.. Price was not cheap.. So don't think wanna buy it.. The gold color was so nice.. Like the bracelet so much also.. Not to forget Dior, anna sui favourite fragrance.. Omg! Present demand for this year.. Hehehehe.. Omgosh.. *pray hard* last but not least I hope to get something special and I things that I would fall in love once I saw.. :DDDDDD

Never the same anymore..

Saw my friends have their life have different path with me.. Kinda jealous of them.. I can see the happiness in all of ur eyes although the path is hard..
Me? I feel the gap between us is more far and far.. Topic isn't the same anymore although sometime meet up.. Things changes.. I wasn't the same world with u guys anymore.. Kinda sad with it.. But it's ok. I have my life and I shud be in it. I can feel the gap.. The gap with most of my friends... Mayb is my problems.. I dunno why. Last time with u guys I feel like don't wanna be with u guys anymore but now feel jealous of u all.. Last time use to very best friend with a but after couple a was like don't rly find me to share problems n so on.. Haihhh.. All coz of my partner don't like.. It makes me quite sad.. As Friends I wanna n hope to understand u more n share more with u since we are so close n hope to be close as used to be.. The b always complain lots of things to me.. I don't think u appreciate me although I always beside u in facts u just find me when got prob.. After all I just realize I still not as good as u with the other.. I dunno What i was to u? Feel like getting betray by u after some action U did.. I appreciate u I take u as my most best friend n I tot I found the one who understand me.. But I was wrong.. I am still not the one for u.. I feeling myself so stupid n get fool by u.. U know? I kinda know why some best friend became enemy.. Haihhhh... Suan le ba.. I know u suffer but u willing let ur self like this.. So I won't care anymore.. One of my stupid attitude is go care other business which is not my business giving trouble to myself.. Stupid me.. Haiz.. in fact I found back c to be a good caring friends.. Sometimes mayb some action u did may lead to others misunderstanding but u are good hearted person.. Although sometimes u are really stubborn but still sometimes shud listen to ppl... U know? U are good somehow.. Think for others.. Haihhh... I dunno how myself think and what I want.. That's why I put everything everytot in my relationship to ignore all this.. Run away from problems that is not a problems.. Anyway, I knew I wouldn't be same with u all anymore.. So I will try to forget about it.. I keep put effort but u guys never try to make any effort or mayb even a simple call out for eat den forget about it.. Always is me who make the effort.. I feel tired ..