I dunno how😔

Future? I cant see my path clearly not in my love relationship or neither my career.. I am afraid.. I am afraid I am useless.. I am afraid being separate with u.. Although my intention was to study in kasturi but for u I can change to TARUC again.. Although dad hint me to pick kasturi coz nearer.. But in the end u tell me u wanna pick weekend as u wanna work? Meaning? What means? Means how? What should I do? I work? What if I can't carry my paper? What can I do? Work? Not working with u make me not used to it coz I always rely on u.. I dunno how... Although I say don't wanna work with u but still end up wanna work with u.. If really work n study we won't have time to see each others.. 😔😔 sigh